Contemplations on my future

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So rather than do entertaining and distracting quizzes, I am opting to use this to bounce thoughts off anyone interested.

As I mentioned last month, my personal goal in life is to become a published author.  To that end, I have begun to get serious about editing my completed novel, and doing daily work in writing/editing...and looking forward to a new project for NaNo in less than a week.  I keep going on about this.
Ok, so in the meantime - I need to earn a living.  I am working a decent job, pay wise right now - but it is not satisfying, nor is there any upward or forward mobility available here...and I really need to do something that lets me feel some sense of accomplishment or achievement.  So I drop resumes...and wait.
And wait.
And wait.
Yeah, this is getting me nowhere fast.
I need more than just a job...even though I wish to be a writer as my career, this is something that will take YEARS - even if I sell Seeker in a few months, until it is in the stores and being sold in vast numbers, it will not be a career I can live off of.  I very much believe in this as my future...but I cannot neglect myself and my own contentment and basic needs in the mean time.
So I have to look for more than just some job...I think I need to seriously examine my career path.  In doing so, I have come to see that, aside from my writing, I have none. 
In the 10+ years since leaving college, including the year I lost while broken, I have lived in 4 places, 2 communities, and held 7 or 8 different, diverse jobs, never for more than 2 years.  I have been a cable installer, audiophile music salesmen, graphic layout artist, level 1 tech support and call screener, retail sales manager and level 1 I.T. guy, and now paralegal.  I have an eclectic range of skills - and find myself at too high a salary level, and either over or under-qualified for most of the jobs I apply for.  Frustrating is an understatement.
So...now what?   
Today I took a long, hard look at exactly that question.  And I have drawn a conclusion - either I need to find some way to accelerate the process of getting my novel published (which, judging by the speed at which I received the rejection from the agent I sent to last week, is right out) - OR - I need to consider returning to school, focusing on a useful degree program - and taking it from there.
To that end, I evaluated in my head what it is I would want to do, if I cannot be writing.  Two answers have come up more than once over the years - Music/Art/Drama Therapy, or Teaching.
Research today showed me that I COULD, through NYU, do a graduate degree program for Drama Therapy.  I do not have the practical art skills nor ability with musical instruments to do art or Music therapy.  So, it is a possibility...but not my favorite one.
For years, I have pondered again and again finding a route into teaching.  I love to share knowledge - I love to teach fencing, or all about the architecture of the Cloisters, or computer software, or whatever.  I have always thought I would make an excellent teacher. 
The subject I could most easily qualify to do an accelerated Master's program in is English Education.  My Drama BA is very close and relative to the requirements of an English degree.  But while I am a writer, my love of education is not mostly in English - it is in History - Social Studies.
So I sent a query to NYU, again, about their accelerated Master's program in Social Studies education.  I did minor in ART history, in college - maybe that is close enough that I could still be admitted to the program (accelerated means 12 or 15 months of full-time schooling - then I'd have the MA). 
Any thoughts from the teachers out there?  Any thoughts from anyone else about this? 
I do not wish to continue menial labors...I need to do something more satisfying.  I want to, if not love my work, find a sense of accomplishment, and at least take home some pride in what I do.
So this is where I am at.  Thank you for reading this VERY lengthy missive on my existence.  Any questions or comments would be appreciated. 

 

 

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I was wondering if/when you'd get around to getting a livejournal. Yay! Found you! :)

I have an eclectic range of skills - and find myself at too high a salary level, and either over or under-qualified for most of the jobs I apply for. Frustrating is an understatement.

Believe me, I understand. Well, other than the too high salary level - I never really had that. What I did have was almost five years of a job that screwed up my mental and even physical health, and the knowledge once I found out I was pregnant that I needed to damn well get the hell OUT.

I'm in a Master's of Public Administration program, of all things, at this point...looking to do research on the effectiveness of social programs and/or go into nonprofit management. I originally wanted to go to graduate school for English literature, but the world doesn't need yet another paper arguing the true meaning of the Canterbury Tales as much as it needs someone capable of skilled data analysis using those skills to make sure that people who need a particular set of services GET them. At least the five years of the Job From Hell taught me what NOT to do, in that vein. *sigh*

Anyway, hi. Glad to see you, even if only online. :)